一口气考完四门

after xmas, don't feel like to study. 又堕落了。

 

前天和达令还有刘大叔疯狂的xmas shopping. 走了13个小时的路，走到脚断。不过走到哪里都是人头满地，只能在艰难的在人海中蠕动。一个月没花钱了，在这一天全都补回来了。啊啊啊。。好奢侈啊。。

 

I spend a really happy day with darling yesterday. Thanks for darling's presents-I really love them.

Unfortunately, darling became abnormal after drinking a couple of tiny cups so I'm strongly allergic ahahahso ugly...Anyway, I like naughty and ws darling and the marks. i'm proud...

 

After enjoying a happy but noisy xmas dinner and a wonderful but sad movie, the xmas dating ended. It's happy and sweet but why I felt so lonely the second you turned and left.. I wanted to call you back but...so what? We separated temporarily, but we'll meet again, until we are separated eventually. I know that's destined, just like the movie-Most stories in life is ended up with separation. What we can do it to enjoy the current moment-but i really want it long,maybe forever.

 

Back to my dark quiet room..no lulu.. I comforted myself, it's ok..we will meet again soon. Called Tianzi, they heard so crazy...Tianzi said come on join us. I said yes but after hanging up I fell quiet again. I sprayed the perfum honey gave me, watched the fog spread in the air and thought i have had a good enough day. it's happy to fall asleep in darling's perfum, a good sleep until the sun rises.

 

I found I can't leave you.

 

Add a new song in my space-Darling. To memorize my darling and my darling.

 

很烦自己。陷入弱势群体。

刚达令说着见我那网球一次比一次退步...

我却还一直和芥末在那优哉游哉的。

 

难过的是，不仅学习在垫底，网球也在成为弱势。

唯一深爱着的，也在逐渐失去。

当发现有一天烂到不敢叫人打球。

 

一无是处。

鄙视。

 

别理我。

别劝我。

别同情我。

 

 

 

最近眼睛发炎疼得厉害。刚刚吹过眼睛从不发炎的。

 

早上爬起来自己煮粥，不小心做成干饭。

决定不再懒床，决定吃过早饭好好学习。

可是时间还是不知不觉地就没了。

 

昨天和娘亲通了电话。娘亲说家里收拾得可好了就等你回来呢啥前回来呀寒假回来不呀。我说寒假可能不了吧过年一定回去。

说这话的时候真有点心寒。像想家里的雪家里的暖气家里粗茶淡饭却恁好吃。

一个人在远方孤零零的晃荡，偏固执的说回家没意思，一边还为学习折磨得死去活来。

在外面飘久了，突然想抛弃这所有回到从前。

 

和娘亲说了。娘亲这次竟接受了。但只和我奉劝了一句：别因为他就和原来的朋友疏远了。

 

说到这里突然意识到和大家似乎渐行渐远了。

其实也是因为最近大家学习都很忙。而我越来越习惯了平常一个人的生活。平日仅和Olive相依为命。

而昨天无聊统计了一下和他的见面记录。二个半月不过见面拾捌次。

 

罕见达令，见到一次也很少笑容。

不怎么找盈盈了，等她忙过这个礼拜。

只周末见过小白，却猥琐的对我奸笑。

苏兄整天猫在屋里，钻研电脑。

橙猪还是在一起过他们的甜蜜日子。

芥末更是忙他的那些正事。

昨天星巴克见到杨大娘，又变乖很多。

。。。

大家正被港大的期末摧残。

我无力再写了。